Thedor 16, 229: Apart

Summary: Musings of a princess
OOC Date: 16 January 2014
Related: Beach Disturbance
Aboard a Laniveer Ship disguised as a Mobrin one
A Laniveer ship flying Mobrin flags.
Thedor 16, 229

I love you

I have loved you all along

And I miss you

Been far away for far too long

I keep dreaming you'll be with me

and you'll never go

Stop breathing if

I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask

Last chance for one last dance

'Cause with you, I'd withstand

All of hell to hold your hand

I'd give it all

I'd give for us

Give anything but I won't give up

When pride comes, then comes disgrace, but with humility comes wisdom.

My Prince…

It troubles me greatly to be away from home.
Not for myself, for I am a fighter and I will not go down easily.
I am troubled for you.

I know you will worry and you will not sleep..
No.. I retract that. I am actually not certain you will worry at all.
Probably it will not get beyond the anger you surely feel.

Anger at Elisen. Angerat Uncle Eldwin. Anger at me.
Perhaps you see that as a weakness in me, that I so blindly trusted my cousin.
That would only fuel your anger more, I believe.

You rarely sleep even when I am there, how will you sleep when you know not where I am?
My heart aches for you, deeply.
Whether you wish it or not.. I worry about you even when I am there beside you.

I hope tonight that sleep finds you and that it is the uninterrupted sleep you so need.
I will come home to you. To our sons..

Home. I have found new meaning in that.
Home is not where I was born. It is not where my parents reside.
You are my home. My sons are my home. My family.

I do not pretend to know you as well as I would like..
But what I do understand is you do not take slights lightly.
Nor do you back down from a challenge.

You have no small amount of pride, My Prince.
I wish, sometimes, you would rule with your heart and not your head.
Not always, but in temple matters.

Another day

I wonder more about my sons today.
How are they?
Are you comforting them for me?
They have lost Serah as much as I have and the loss will echo in my heart for always.
They need you, our sons.
Are you holding them? Kissing them?
Reassuring them that I am coming home to them?

My chest is heavy with my need to feed my sons.
My heart is heavier.
Never will I forgive Elisen for what he has done.
He is nothing to me.
I only wish to be home, no matter the cost.

How I wish I had the means to send you a message.
I could tell you where we are. Where I am.
Elisen is back with his father and I am on a ship.
A ship with Mobrin flags.
I saw Aberdeen ships, though I could not draw attention to me.

Please, give the children my love until I can.
And yourself, Tyrel. Please remember to take care of yourself.

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